Lonely, If there Ever was A word!!

Beauty & BlissLoneliness, what a word, how do you deal with such a word that seems to only forms an idea of hopelessness. While the mind searches for the reasoning of such despair the body curls into this unnatural shape of a circular ball. The facial grimacing gives off the obvious sense of pain, the most excruciating inside pain one could ever imagine. The pain that looms over you after a filthy sexual experience, the type of pain that looms over you after knowing no one loves you, no one cares about you or your worth. The type of loneliness loom that one has when he has choose to reject the one and only Savior Jesus Christ.

Once you have cried the night in its entirety, trying to find the answer to why the loneliness exist, when God has told you he loves you, that he will be there when no one else will be, when all others have turned their backs; he WILL be their. As your cry grows louder and louder you feel more and more hopeless. You think of the lost, and why did God make you lonely by taking away the best things that’s ever happen to you.

Meanwhile as you fall into a slight slumber God deals with each and everyone of us in his own way. While sleeping you can hear the voice of someone speaking to you maybe in a slight whisper, telling you that you are not alone, telling you that you are going to be okay, the ones that you lost are not lost, they are looking down at you proud as they can be. When I take something away it’s only for that season regarding objects. When I take my Saints that’s just what they are my Saints, it belongs to me and they had done their job.

Sadness, Fear, Hopelessness, and other destructive barriers are things that are not of God. So give it all to me the voice says and worry no more, return to your usually happy, carefree, loving, joyful, peaceful state of mind. As you sleep you reluctantly give in and right there at that moment PEACE. The next day you feel energized and ready to go, as if nothing had interfered with your life; funny how God does this isn’t?

Fibromyalgia Hasn’t & Will Not Beat Me!!!!!

God Bless!!!!!

Keep on Bogging………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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About kimmipolland

Hello my name is Kim Polland I am a Blogger, I am a very vibrant, cheerful, and a happy person. I am a Registered Nurse I was pursing my Master's Degree when my health started to fail. When I do return to school I will pursuing my Family Nurse Practitioner degree @ USF. I blog to inspire others, to relieve stress of what they may be going thru with fibromyalgia. Inspirational writing can change the mood of anyone and brighten up your day, so I hope you enjoy what I have in store for you. Fibromyalgia Hasn't & Will Not Beat Me!!!!! God Bless!!!!! Keep on Bogging.........

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