Traces of you on your birthday, all I have is the memories all I have is emptiness, but God fills it with joy, God fills it with peace, God gives me the strength to see all the loving memories that we had, that we will have in the future. Traces of you is what we had, traces of you is all I see on your birthday, how could this be? We were so close as the sap of a pecan tree. Traces of you on your birthday, I wish I could reach out and say how much I love you. Traces of you on your birthday, I wish I could pick up the phone and say I love you. Traces of you on this day, it’s a bittersweet sadness that God has taken away, he makes me not feel sorry, he makes me not feel sad, he makes me feel happy, he makes me feel the joy that he God can only bring; such a joy to a person’s life, a person choice to distant themself is painful. I wish I had more time, I long for more, I reach out for more, I’ve done all I could but, I only have traces of you on today, on your birthday.
Fibromyalgia Hasn’t & Will Not Beat Me!!!!!
Keep on Bogging………
Have you ever had a moment in your life where you were doing something and all of a sudden it happens, time stops, the thoughts are slowly pacing through your mind. You can remember the conversations that were had by the love one that has left their imprint on your heart. You can remember the voice and tone in which they said things; if it was graceful, anxious, excited, joyous, and most of all the laugh. You can NEVER forget the way they laugh, the way they made you laugh just thinking about the moments. Your eyes couldn’t help but to swell like a well, then over flow like a river. The thoughts, the thoughts made you laugh, made you cry, and made you laugh some more, but you couldn’t deny how much you wish you had that moment back one more time just to give a hug and kiss. The other day I laughed, I cried, I laughed, then I cried again all because of the sweet and funny thoughts of my Big Mama. There is nothing wrong with HAPPY tears, they cleanse the SOUL.
Fibromyalgia Hasn’t & Will Not Beat Me!!!!!!